The Wall

I look around me and a see a wall. No one around and nothing to hold. No one to uplift me from a state I am in. People try, atleast some do, but I cant seem to heal myself.

I need myself. I need myself to love me. And although I realize the value of myself, it is so hard to actually establish and do.

I don't know what I need. But I need something in life that will ease all of this. And currently the only power I can see is spiritual light. That's the only power that is inviting me and showing me promise to surf over this wave.

Time heals everything. I just have to wait. But in the mean time I also have to heal myself. Slowly and constantly.